Monday, August 19, 2024

एक आँसू...

मैं रोती नहीं आसानी से

पर पीड़ा उसकी सोच के

एक आँसू मेरा टपक गया 


जब अकेले, बेसहारा जान के

दरिंदे उस पर टूट पड़े

उसकी दहशत के ख़याल से

हर जर्रा मेरा सिहर गया


उसकी जीने की चाह को

भूखे भेड़िए रोंधते गए

उसके संघर्ष की कल्पना से

खून का हर क़तरा उबल गया


शीशे से चीरा तन को 

जिस्म के हिस्से तोड़े गए

चीखें उसकी कानों में गूंजी

एहसास रूह को झकझोर गया


किस उत्साह से डॉक्टर बानी वो 

उसका अंत हुआ किस हैवानियत से

हर वृत्तांत को पढ़के - सुनके

अस्तित्व टूटके बिखर गया


आँसू बेबाक टपक टपक के

सैलाब में तब्दील होते गए

एक लड़की होने के सच में 

हर अन्याय का बोझ सिमट गया


Sapna..


Saturday, August 10, 2024

Shadows of the night

I walk alone and they follow me
Shadows of the night, are all I see

I try to run, they keep up the speed
If I am scared, they don't pay heed

For when I stop, they come to me
And whisper in my ear disapprovingly

You let go, they said
Let it all go, they prayed

The guilt that made you insecure
The sorrow that wasn't yours to endure

The doubts that dint let you flourish
The pain that you were forced to nourish

The shame that pulled you down
The games that made you drown

The questions that made you scowl
The expectations that made you foul

Let go off the bonds and the off kin
That feel dry and rough like peeled off skin

The shadows behind me feel so cold
They face me now and urge to behold

The beauty that God instilled in me
The love that I never set free

The cheers that were directed to me
Compliments that came so unexpectedly

The blessings that never had a price
The good things that came as a surprise

The precious moments that I collected
The most important wealth that I neglected

To see I have the power to hurt and heal
And I'm capable to express and conceal

I am a creation made with pride
But yet, always kept Myself aside

So enough now!
The shadows jolted my heart
And proposed my life needed a new start

I closed my eyes,
took a deep breath in
And swallowed the shadows
That settled deep within

I opened my eyes
Saw a new dawn
"I love you" I said to myself
I promise to never leave you
lost and forlorn...


Sapna..