Turmoil..

How do I feel? 

Where do I begin?

I'm quiet outside

With a turmoil within..

Like I'm here somewhere

But I'm not here at all

Like I'm playing cricket 

Without seeing the ball

And I look alright

But there's always a prick

And it doesn't even show

As if some magic trick

I'm in a deep slumber

And yet wide awake

As if burning in fire

And feeling a snowflake

Sometimes I also talk

Other times I'm mute

But the voices in my head

Seem adamant to refute

So I walk a lonely street

Full of people and cars

And I look at empty sky

Twinkling with million stars

To find fulfilling answers

And calm myself down

But words are dirty dancers

Making me look like a clown

Now I'm aboard a ship

Sailing in whirlwind

So I colour myself white

With a light blue tint

Trying to camouflage 

Between the clouds and water

Finding an invisible passage

Towards a journey to forever..

Sapna..