Last time...

You were right in front of me 

But I could not touch you

I wanted you hug you so bad
That reality felt so cruel

The night outside was pleasant
Inside I felt icy, frozen and cold

How could you forget those laughs
The cries, the fights, the love
And the way our eyes talked

The times we spent together
Spiralled in my head continually
The pain my heart felt was new
Something I thought I'd never know

I tried to look calm and think straight
Tears rolled down as if not in control

This is it, is all you said 
Does that mean no talking to you? 
Or was it no more meeting?

Were you walking out of my life 
Just the way you entered?
I felt powerless then
and I feel helpless now

Did you not know how it felt
Were you unaware or just too tough

My heart shattered without noise
When you said have a good life. 
Would I ever have one without you? 
  
Without a word, I turned
Away from what my heart wanted
To what life had in store for me
Towards an ethereal eternity

Sapna..